| Applebee's and graduation |
[25 Jun 2005|12:37am] |
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 he he |
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I GRADUATED today!!
the best day of my life.
ive never felt so fulfilled before.
all my achievements all finished.
now its onto college
it was so much fun and so scary
i would do it again
when they call your WHOLE name
and you walk up and everyone cheers
aint no otha feeling like it.
NO OTHER . . .
to look into my parents eyes
and see the sight of proud in their eyes
nothing like it.
and then when it was all over
i was greeted by ALL of my best friends ever
and heather gave me the SWEETEST thing ever.
i looove her sarah and dan
they sat thru my WHOLE graduation FOR ME...
TRUE FRIENDS <33
but anyways lata that night . . .
i went out with steven ansd gregory to a
delightful meal at APPLEBEE's
where my eyes were cloudy and shit
cause of my contacts.
then we went back to stevens and chilled til like 3 am
so much fun
and its only JUST begun . . .
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| my rants. here it goes. |
[20 Jun 2005|07:31pm] |
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mood |
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 REAL shitty. |
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alright. my life right now. is shitty.
everything is stagnant.
work sux.
car sux.
my tooth is aching cause im getting wiser.
my CELLS GONE!!
^^ JERKS found the cell and sold it ...
... GRADUATION!?
which is good and bad.
ugh.
suckie suckie.
p.s the best friend post was to gregory.
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| my best friend. |
[18 Jun 2005|01:22am] |
i have this friend.
he means alot to me.
hes always there when i need him.
he may not kno it, but id do anything for this kid.
id be the best friend i could ever be to him.
i may not have known him since i was 5, but
for as long as i knew him, i loved this kid.
hes the best friend i ever had.
i dont ever wanna lose this kid, like, ever.
if anything happend to him, id prolly die.
whenever im with him, i have a blast.
He always cracks me up.
whenever he leaves i wish he could stay til the sun came up.
i hope he never leaves.
i love him, so effin much.
; (
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| everything is all better now. |
[09 Jun 2005|01:55am] |
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mood |
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 friends <3 |
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^^ me and sarah rose. @ family farm w/ schnieder cakes!
goodtimes last FOREVER ...
ill keep my heart with yours
for every minuet i am gone.
swear youll never leave me
ill be there everytime
in your heart
and in your eyes ...
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| sad ... |
[08 Jun 2005|02:01am] |
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mood |
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 o my ... |
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alright guys gather round.
i have some important news.
okay here i go.
*ahem*
me and josh ... have broken up ...
*sighs*
i broke up with him last night
cause it just wasnt how i expected it.
i STILL after all of this ... miss u.</3
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| YO! ima bust a cap!? |
[03 Jun 2005|09:34am] |
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mood |
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 SOOOO PISSED |
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YEARBOOK STAFF OFFICIALLY SUCKS!!!
they forgot my fuckin senior quote!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate this school.
gf.,fdl.kjszldhfkdslkfjsldkhgkshlksagfeafsdhkjfsjsagdf09ewq7y2871
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| amber pacific. |
[03 Jun 2005|01:55am] |
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mood |
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weird |
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And if the sun will set tonight
Hold our secrets up to the sky
As our shadows grow there's nothing left to hide
And if you ever doubt
You will know that I still wonder
How many times did I compare
The stars to your eyes
* : (
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| o golly. |
[02 Jun 2005|08:00am] |
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mood |
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grr . . . |
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the DAY off. . .
i never look foward to them anymore
got in a fight with my mom ...
wanted to leave so i slept over
my nana's house (( she lives in goshen ))
god a GOODNIGHTS sleep for once
(( i went to bed by 11! : 0 ))
TALKED to my nana alot
i <3 her so much
going to her house is my escape
my home away from home
im prolly gunna stay over another night
after missing you last night
i see you and you say ...
"whats up?"
^^ wtf is that shit?!
*sigh* cant wait to graduate . . . : /
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| mike jones. |
[01 Jun 2005|08:54am] |
Michael Paul Jones.
i need to talk to you.
Find me . . . : /
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| sch0ol is ALMOST over : ) |
[01 Jun 2005|02:03am] |
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mood |
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lean back. |
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ahh ... time to sit back and relax. . .
i am officially going to graduate from
middletown high school
i am so happy.
SuMmEr is coming <3
tell me that we belong together .. ..
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| ooo b0i! |
[31 May 2005|02:01am] |
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mood |
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 <33 |
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my tummy hurts.
i dont like school lunches.
i had a AWESOME!! time @ prom
wouldnt change a THING : )
i danced with so many different friends
it was so much fun and me and HEATHER rocked the
napoleon dance lol *makes bird hands*
and then everyone else started doing it
haha o man so much fun, i love her.
i really miss JOSHUA. : (
i cant wait for the weekend
me JOSH & SCHNIEDER and BURRISS
are gunna chill, i hope JAMES comes!
i really enjoy joshes company <3
he makes me *smile*
ill run away with you by my side . . . 5*16 <3
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| PROM! |
[25 May 2005|01:53am] |
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mood |
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i just wanna leave. |
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Its gunna rain for prom ...
i KNO it will!! (( its been raining ALL effin week!! ))
and it will suck the nuts and i dont wanna go.
me and my white prom dress will be in the rain
going to anthonys pier 9
driving in Ryan fellenzers mustang.
im so glad that prom is tomarrow
i cant wait til friday.
no school. and i can chill all day
and prom will be over.
Prom is so stressful : (
i want to leave this town and run forever
i wanna see josh.i miss him. : ( <33
i wanna go to California and lay in the hot sun
i want a little puppy and name him Gatsby
i want to be married and have kids
i want a good job and make good money
i wanna quit price chopper
i want to live on my own
i want a new car
i want a million bux
i want to leave this class
i want to chill with mike jones
i want to go home and sleep
i want to get chinese food @ gogo's
i want to stay home today and not go to work 3 - 7
i want to go to the mall with sarah rose lavine
i want to be a movie star*
every night at 2 am. i wonder why cant he lie close to me . . . <3 5*16
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| my life . . . |
[20 May 2005|02:00am] |
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mood |
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 lean back. |
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/Its Friday!!
>> i <3 weekends : )
// prolly going out with Josh<3 today
i gotta get a CD and shit @ the mall
and then we'll chill with Christina
and HOPEFULLY burris ...
/// it'd be so effin awesome but yeahhh
we're prolly going to saleeshan school
and get scared again, but idk, who knows?
//// feel like shit today ...
school lunches can lick my balls
they make me so sick *barf*
/////im in school right now, bored in journalism
i dont feel like being hurr : [
<3 five/6teen
i wish >>YOU<< were here
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| hellogoodbye <3 |
[18 May 2005|09:53am] |
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mood |
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 <3 |
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Visit you at baskin robins all the time
To let you know that i am yours and you are mine
So we can take long walks through central park
And hold each others hands to fight the dark
So you know you're never on your own
So you know you're never on your own
My bonnie lies over the ocean
My bonnie lies over sea
And every night at 2 am
I wonder why can't she lie close to me.
I hope you listen to me every night before you go to sleep
And know that someone in HB is thinking of you, Bonnie
Remember all the time you let me walk you to class
And you would kiss my cheek and i'd never have to ask
You're going away in late september
But here's a thanks for a summer i'll always remember.
So you know you're never on your own
So you know you're never on your own
<3333
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| here it goes . . . |
[12 May 2005|12:28pm] |
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mood |
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 romance. |
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lead on
to keep our [ feelings strong ]
and make me still believe
our page is one and the same
our ways will separate tonight
you say if we were to wait
some things just might be changed
I say that I dont have the strength
to fuel a burning flame
speak to me
what can I say, we just live too far away
that's a shame that love can make you stay
sweet thing
I hope that you know I'm wondering where you are
You say this could work someday
when you and I both know this is the end
Leave me the way it has to be
excuse my poor excuse
tell me that insecurities
are what drove me to you
and everyday I compare your face
from sweet beginnings to your bitter end
sweet thing
I hope that you know I'm wondering where you are
You say this could work someday
when you and I both know this is the end
Let me let go
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| i have a secret. |
[10 May 2005|12:33pm] |
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mood |
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i cant wait to see him. |
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i have a crush on someone.
my lips are sealed . . .
: x
<33
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| somtimes . . . |
[29 Apr 2005|12:38pm] |
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mood |
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crushed |
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yesterday . . .
>> was the worst day of my life.
Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I . . .
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| i just farted . . . |
[24 Apr 2005|12:41am] |
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mood |
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holler back. woot woot |
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Well . . . IM single . . .
>> yesterday me and james chilled all day and we went all around and was watching supersize me and frankie wanted mCdonald's real bad, so we went on a McDonald's run . . .
<< today i went to friendly's in goshen with brian ...
a lil escape from reality i guess . . .
well thats all ...
ima watch are you afraid of the dark now <33
i wanna start from the begginning </3
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| Dating again . . . |
[05 Apr 2005|12:16pm] |
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mood |
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im just grateful that im alive |
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In Digital Journalism . . .
>> doing my project but im so bored.
// my life is so turned upside down, i dont kno what to do anymore, there is so many things i wouldnt change, and the some things i would give anything to change. why cant i just figure things out . . . i dont kno if i wanna go away to college, or stay here, i dont kno what i want in life, im just so tierd and wanting to sleep forever. all i do at night now i lay in my bed and think about things. i try to express them in my poems and songs, but i just cant FIGURE ANYTHNG out, sOmEoNe please help me
:,( ... please? //
<3fourfourtwothousandfive<3
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| in the academy of finance room . . . |
[15 Mar 2005|10:06am] |
In ThE * ACADMEY OF FINANCE ROOM *
>> lol we feel so smart : p <<
)( workin on our economics project )(
+ here with Mike, ELisha, Coco, larrissa, and dan +
// ew. Mr Brown is itchin his ear . . .
freakin Idiot! GROSS!? : p
// i dont wanna leave Highschool
im gunna miss everyone here ; (
if i could i would do ALL OF THIS again . . .
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